These Voices

I don't know, I guess my hopes are starting to fade.
I feel like I'm stuck in this place.
This dark place.
A rut.
A critical analysis of...
Everything has changed.
Maybe I'm going mad.
But I just want what I have been dreaming for a while now,
To become reality.
I feel like I am waiting for something that will never happen.
I hear these voices in every cell of my body, telling me to...
But I can't?
Should I?
These voices contradict each other.
So I'm just confused.
I wish you understood.
Something in me is screaming out to you.
To me..
But you can't hear,
I can't hear.
We must be deaf, together.
Together?
Maybe.